haha.just to humour myself.
i found this while cleaning up.lols
i think its quite.haha
2007 is soooo going to end soon
i thought this year is gonna be a long one
its still true.
the Os prep.aft prog.night study.
esp haydn workshops when everyone else is studying
but then again.
its really a good year for me though
i got a real nice 16bdae
i got meetups with music boy which i nvr dreamt of
anddd many more things

i'm still so very scared of jc life
i'm scared i cant adapt
i'm scared nobody will talk to me so i cant be the crazy gurl again
i'm so scared i'll drift apart from my friends
and of course.i'm scared, rather nervous bout the Os result tad will be out soon
but still..

i'll miss working thr
the peo are nice.they buy u choco for xmas gift
which will make me fat but nvm.they're sweet
i'll miss camping at the back table.playing hp games.doing mavis
slacking when thr's nth for us to do
yet chiong-ing when there are stuffs for us
i'll miss listening to the rest talking
which most of the time are super entertaining
ya.they never fail to make me and crossbred laugh hard
and i dun think they know.
its like.yeah.at least my first working exp is great
(:

all and all
merry xmas and happy new year peo(:

i know mu blog is rotting
its xmas eve so its half day(:
anyw we leave the place at like 1130
then eat at ps and went mavis
i'm so done with giving peo xmas pressie and stuufs
exept for a few i think
and they say the cookies are nice(:
hehe.gonna meet denise real soon for my pressie

schoool is starting soon
i'm so very scared i'll feel out of place
but yeah.i think i'll miss everyone ):

took half day today
went to do some xmas shopping before mavis-ing
finish the envelope thingy
saw loads of intersting stuff hurh(:
finally uploaded prom pic.
put some songs into my phone and stuff
(:
still nd to buy somemore xmas pressie
haiis.so little time can?!?
and i've no idea wad to get for guys.lols

kor is back lurh
pressie timeeee(:

woolala(:
i got into SAJC (:
ok.i'm uber happpyyyy cos thr is music offered there.
so yeah.
uber tired these few days cos of work
its more fun when thr is work
or not i'll be sleepy
today is packing of magazine for sent-out
yupps.there is many many to be packed
haven finish all yet.but i'm hoping we can finish by mon or tue
cos wed taking half day
yupps.its real tiring but yeah.i'm kinda liking it rather than rot at home

and crossbred can be entertaining sometime
mostly.i think i blew my money on food
today cass treated us jap.nice but i think i eat too fast
so eat a bit then full le
meanwhile van is complaining tad she can still eat shaker fries
its kinda entertaining.
the retro type-writer in the office
the niceee peo around.they are seniors but they're real nice to us
the our-camping-place where me and van slacked sometimes.
i bet i'll miss tad place.
ok.i'm going to rest soon.
i pray hard it'll rain tml morning so i dun nd go jogging
i know i'm bad sometimes.

okkie. LEONIE IS HAPPY TODAY! (:
i'll finally be going back to sg.
yeah.waited for vlong le.not tad i dun like it here,but i prefer sg
at least i wun rot thr..nt like here.haiis
but will reach thr like at midnight.
tml will be busyyy(:
meeting with crossbred.going register mavis ad stuff
most impt is can play piano lurh
i'm deprived of piano for 2weeks
i only played once here.s ya. I CANT WAIT!!
oh.and i just reliased tad this laptop got grd8 exam pieces
so i'm not bored cos i can listen.
and some are nice(: since i'm deprived of piano,listening to it is the 2nd bestest thing!
so wheeeee!!

i got dreams of you again
but cant rmb wad its all about.
i'm hoping tad __
oh.i miss you(r) __
dun doubt tad.
was reading past entries and yeah.like i saw everything again
those meetups.the mrtstation.the kisses.the hugges.the every you.
and then i reliased tad no.time dun heal wounds
i'm every bits as guilty for hurting u and it never change
i'll still breakdown when i thik of the way you asked me __
and yes.i'm still oping and praying and wishing tad u're here every moment
though it dun change anything
i'm just glad i was urs once.
mayb someday, we'll __
but i do.miss everybit of our time tgt.
and i never regret any of it.
cross my heart.

2 more days! i'm bored lurh!! ):

uber bored!! but its 3days to returning to sg
i think tads the only thing i'm looking forward to.
i miss __ and i keep getting flashbacks of our meetups
its heartbreaking at times hurh
its worse when i rmb __
haiis
if u are mine now.i will __

helloooooooooooooo!!
the internet connection here is quite slow so i kinda lazy to blog
nth much here.just tad the food is nicee(:
ok.i'll be like putting on many kilos.
and the mosquitoes are somehow attracted to me.
i get super many bites everyday.

i realised tad sg students are like uber lucky.realli
as compared to kids here.
there.all our stuffs are com typed.exam papers.notes.worksheets
here.notes are t be handwritten.
imagine copying al the things the cher is talking
and their test papers are not com-typed
its like the type-writter kind of stuffs
awww.i never realised how fortunate sg kids are
if i nd to copy all thse things.i think my hand will prolly be uber pain
yeah.and the textbook are not as colourful
see those pri school kids' tb.makes me jealous
here.its like so plain.just words.
haiis.i'll prolly sleep):
just random ramblings

going to work sooon when i come back
yupps.with crossbred.
then i'll have bucks to spend for xmas(:
people.i miss u all lurh!!

just a short post.
leonie in pj is never glam
ok.i'm bored lurh
the phone i bought need some puk code so i cant play around much
the only thing i can do i read which i pretty much will do soon
i bought 8bks jst in case i'm bored

i dunno if i'm wrong
but i hope i'm not

had prom yst.and now i'm like sooooo sleepy.
ok.so i went ot xh hse after taking cam from dee
then did some diy makeup and hair thing
i straightened my fringe but it apparently din look v.diff
yupps.then cab down to meet van
gosh.she look diff.then cont cabbinng to the hotel
most look realli diff.like they are glam and stuff
yeah.the thingy started late i guess.
cos most of us were like cam-whorring
and it ended late too.lols
dj was mrmaran.quite entertaining lurh
but i cant realli see wads on stage cos everyone is like so tall
the food was ok.not supernice but just soso
had games.prom king prom queen was so unexpected
then luckydraw and stuff
i got some pageone voucher i think but not sure wad it is
then xh got fossil watch.poansie got movie tic.rach got worldofsport voucher
took loads of pic.i think the cam nearly died
then yada yada and we're back at almost 12.
van's dad fetch me back (:
reached home and my legs were full of blisters
so bathed and soak legs in hot water
its damn pain lurh.
too bad i wore heels
going mavis thr register.byeee
pics later cos it cant be uploaded
those that got my pic send to me kk(:
thanks many many

going indo tml.poansie and rach are flying today.
ok.so i'm not realli looking forward to indo trip
cos i've been thr for like how many times
and i rmb-ed sms-ing himm even when the plane is gonna fly soon
yupps.tads the last time i went indo
i guess this time things will be diff

soooooo tired.
went co in the morning and went out after tad
actually wanted to go gym
but cos too many peo
haha.then walked around

tml is prom lurh
not exactly exicited
but kinda looking forward cos i'll miss my friends and stuff
omg.1-4 years of knowing the people and we'll go diff ways le
it sounds serious
but i kinda hate changes
adapting in new env esp alone will be so sad
i just dun like it
i kinda reallly seriously want ot go in sajc
i want music course lurh!!

ok.i hope prom will be fun
pretty much got all the things le
dress.heels.bag.and blah
just hope it'll be fun
its like 70bucks.omg .so ex lurh
haha.if can win those luckydraw things will be so nice
i think they pretty much got quite good stuff

i'm being greeeeeeeeedy
i'm asking kor to wear bear suit
omg.haha.random again

i dun want _and_
cos i just want bp.lols

havent been blogging here for a long time
i'll update-relink soon

WHEEEEE!
i survived through the whole music paper! (:
and the paper was quite ok.
its really relieved cos i was soooo nervous yst tad i cant sleep well
ya.like the only paper i din realli sleep much
and i kinda wake up late in the morning
so a bit rush but van's dad fetch us there so yeah.ty(:

unprepared listening was easier than prelims for me
at least i get the whole melody after they played through once or twice
i will prolly nd ten playings during practices to go the thing right
but wheeee.i managed to survived through the whole thing
the world music describing was quite tough
cos i dunno if i used the correct musical terms
bur hope it'll fine
and essay was on influence
i din realli spot anything for essay but i kinda studied only
influence,quartet and sym
and influence came out.
(: and i managed to write quite a bit
the examiner will have a hard time reading.like really cos its messy

when library then eat with van
fish and co is niceeeee
super full
and we got an ipossible mission
tad is to finish the uber big GIGANTIC cup of drinks
like omg.its really huge.and i think can last van 2 days
haha.walked around amk hub.then the ntuc
we was like so exicited over the pasta sauce section
and looking at chips makes me happy
then mrt-ed back to hougang
waited for dee.she's nice to pei me(:

when back to dhoby mrt with dee
bought rosin and saw this uber cute puppy
it will roll if u pat it
then it wun like stand up unless u give it a tummyrub
uber cute.and its whiteee!
so sweet lurh.
shopped around ps a while then when back cp
walked around to buy some stuffs
and we craped most of the time(:
like duper funny lurh.
i was so entertained.haha

today is a happyyyyyy day cos i'm finally free
somethings happened with_and_
i hope everything will turn out fine
ok.i'm off to finish reading my xiao shou(:

ps.
GOODBYE HAYDNNNNNNNNNN
i waitedd for this day since ages ago

meeting up with dee again nxt tue
its gonna be uber fun again =D

studied with van
its so fun lurh
we keep laughing
talked loads bout stuff not related to haydn
did haydn essays ands stuffs
its nice chatting with her.haha
like we always manage to crap and have fun
(: ihope music will turn out fine
cos i'm scared too
to haydn:
maybe if u became a monk with ur lover
then we wun have to study so much bout u
then u also wun have a scandalous marriage.ooopsie
but since u din and u wrote music tad is pretty much loved by many
i studied u.memorized u
and even dream of london sym during a period of time
so pleaseeeeee
help me by coming out essays tad i'm confident off
uh.like influence.sym.string quartet
pls not london sym cos i dunno and will prolly crap
yeah.thanks haydn.

big plns tml
me and crossbred are going library
hunting for books after music exam
then we'll be eating
then after tad i'll meeting dee to got rosin
then we'll prolly shop around
i wanna buy necklace lurh!
those nicenice heart necklace! (:
i hope i can find one tml
yupps.
i hope music exam will be quite managable relatively-easy-to-do
yeah.then i can score my Bs or even As
okok.leonie is dreaming AGAIN!

this is for CHUNLING
as requested.your big name is here
the book is niceeeeeeeeeeee
and i cant sleep without finishing it.
thanks(:

i'm seriously tired.
like very very tired.no idea why
but i got a feeling i'm falling sick soon ):

ss was ok cos i did sustaining
managed to craped through the whole essay section
and i freaking read the wrong qns so i got to cancel a factor plus conclusion
and i rewrite after sbq
lucky got time.then now humans got hope for A1 (:

unexpected sms from him
i suddenly got a feeling tad he din want meetups is cos my exams are coming
ok.random thoughts
i hope i'm right about __
dun ask.i'm scared to know

ok.then went back for bio
structured was quite ok except for the draw pyramid of no
and a few bits and pieces
essay was do-able though i'm not sure if i can score
but i'm kinda confident.at least much more than prelims
sitting near daddy is uber scary cos he do super fast
and when he's at like qn3 i just finish qn1
was damn scared i cant finish.
i keep asking myself to chiong chiong and manged to finish 15min before time(:

really.i'm grateful for today(:
uber tired.i'm bathing before doing more music
oh.anyw
rest well and enjow for the peo that finish tml or cont mcq nxt wk
leonie wun be resting beore wed cos of her music paper
sp yeah.enjoy.
though i'm kinda jealous.its ok cos wed will be over soooooon
and i'm mugging with van tml
its always fun cos we'll manage to crap and laugh even over small stuff(:
byeeeeeeee

having moodswings lately.
i hope i'll feel better soon.
esp after tml
cos i'll be left with like music and the mcq
studying music with daddy tml

note to self.pls bring according to daddy):
worldmusic notes
haydn little yellow book
earpiece
leonie

wad daddy will bring:
discman without earpiece
kamien
haydn little yellow book
dingchao

lols.goodnight
i hope ss tml will be fine
i hope the chap i studied come out!

seriously.phy was abcdefg
electricity came out super little
like no induction
no left/right hand rule
no induction and blah
still.i find it quite hard
maybe i din study enough
maybe i cant be bothered since i dun understand
but i'm conc on the coming ones
bio and ss.
i need to score for ss so my humans can get 1

hunted for xh cos she left her notebook
then grace saw me and passed to me
in the end cant find her
so went cp with van
we're mugging music at starbucks on tue when most finished their paper2s
like quite unfair
but music is fun(:
and i love the music gang
lucas keep bully bully bully me.lols

i wan a nice prom dress
oh.i cant decide on which colour i want
bye.

i'm eyeing on the heart-locket
yupps.old-fashioned love.
composing paper later.
its super niceeee.
i always thought going sch for 40min is a __.
but i hope the paper will be ok(:

just came back from sch
did harmony with van
the mozart is tough,but the rest was ok.
and asked mrstay loads bout haydn
she says my fav term is monothematic
tads soooo like haydn's fav.
NOT MINE!!
haha.ended up doing 2hrs of harmony.

he's listening to mozart sym no 25 in G minor
its so weird.he listens classical
oops.i din know.all i know he listened to chopin
but not mozart!!
omg.still...
i miss him many

done with EM
quite ok lah i think
but seriously.i think that i got more confidence in AM
and AM is definately easier lurh.

gonna chiong haydn tonight
31 qns.rahhs.
like so many.and thr's like 5 12m qns
i'll write essays until tml i think
phy are abcdefg cos i dun understand
i think phy tys are diff ):

i just woke up fro aft nap
ok.so i slacked the whole day
starting to read phy but its like quite gonecase for me
since i dun understand a single thing
i think i'm spending too much time with my storybook
dangs.the book is real nice(:
let emath and english be easy
pleeeaasseeeeeee

2more weeks
and eveything will be over

maybe maybe maybe

i'm meeting jess soon(:

exam pressures are giving me weird dream
i dreamt of the most unexpected peo, not bp):
but ya, i'm sleepless these days.
maths paper makes me worried

done with history
emath is next.scary
i think 10amaths paper is better than 1 emath paper
scaried.i hope everything will be fine
i'm aiming for singledigit(:

i think most peo do japan.
like tad how my essay stand out
arrr.but vm.cos i got memorize the factors well(:
the sbq was kinda killer cos i din study russia
so i was like who is bolsheviks
lucky i guess correct and they are the REDS(:
but the contextual knowledge part i anyhow crap
dunno if i got write anything nonsense
maybe i rewrite history.wahaha

jalankayu rotiprata are loves
the chilli is super nice lurh
tired.my brain is dead
next week is going to be exams and more exams
phy is i hope ok cos i uh.kinda hopless for tad
i pray to GOD(:
all the best peo!

lastly.
happybdae mummy

pink panda.haha
chem p2 ad amaths are over
yeah(:
next up is hist
ok.i cross my fingers tad the papers will be easy(:

KOR!!
tell u a secret
i never see roarke before in my dreams
awww.so sad lurh
ok.but i see bp uh.quite a lot of times le
so haha.i'm happy
but but but
i din dream of him yst.arrrr
LOLS
cong will not make u angry cos i want more dingding
ps. wun be called dongdong ok.lols
u better study ad mug hard for your wadever subject.
bye.

Amaths p1 is quite ok(:(:
at least i can do.
i hope all other papers are like tad
then i can pei xiaomei to go _jc (:

ok.mug mug mug!

boy.
i wanna see u in my dreams

tml's the start of Os
hahas.i hope it will end soon
crossing my finger
i wanna get an a1 for amaths(:

yst
i let myself think of u all night
the memories
i let myself sleepless all night
today
i cant let myself think of u
wad if...

HELLO!
i'm blogging from the new laptop.
oh.thr is wbcam(:(:
ok.i shall be off for more mugging

i'm kinda puzzled when i think of u i wonder how u can make me smile tad easily even in my dreams i wonder wad in u makes me so mad and crazy about i wonder why i fall for u in the first place i wonder why i still walk to those our places when i'm sad i wonder if i will see u again in my dreams today sometimes boy u're just so unreachable so near.yet so far.

bio prac.
i think it went quite smoothly except for 1 qns
and van is as blur as me(:
i think tads y we are good friends
tried to sing out haydn during the quarrantine time after prac
but ya.i got lost at development
its like i totally dunno how the tune goes.
i think i'm pretty much dead for music studies.

lala.off to study study study

i'm so already planning for postexams(:

had graduation ceremony yst
time realli flies and sometimes.i kinda wish tad i wun graduate
i'll miss my lovely friends esp my gangs
yupps.the fun and crazy times we had tgt.
i'll miss my music class peo
think we are like quite close though we have music lesson like only once a week
i'll miss the times we drive mrs tay mad
i'll miss the fun and laughter of every music lesson
we may quarrel and stuff but still..
u guys nvr fail to brighten my days
i'll miss the teachers
they taught me real well and i seriously owe them manymany
i'll miss my class
climbing 4storeys may be a torture then.
but i guess i'll miss it too.

sang the creed and sch song real loud
like this i s the first time i hear them realli sing
hugged the teachers.ooooh.i almost cried
then went to take grad folders
all the wishes from the teachers.
and mrs tay owe each of us.
we kept bugging he and she finally got the msg
watch a little part of the class videos.but din show every class cos __
haha.and speeches and more speeches
and finally.i got to take pic with the music peo (:(:
send me the pic real soon kk! X)
went down to meet my mum.eat a bit and rushed home to watch my show
aww.its like the last episode this mon.noooo!

tads all cos i'll off to study
the scary Os are damn near
and i'm still slacking

its about pushing yourself hard enough and getting the results that u wanted that badly

taken from daddy's tagboard.
"dc to leo: scared for what? just go in, klong a few notes, and get A1. hahaha"
if things are this easy...

went stnich for prac
soooo funny lah.cos we finding the main gate and past by the pri sch site
the pri sch girls was like shouting when they saw kh
keep saying no guys allowed here.haha
prac was quite ok.at least tads wad i think
mistakes here and thr still.i hope it will be fine

mugging for hist.
tml is prac and i'm praying hard tad i can score.
tads all.
many lucks for those taking exams tml(:

我们这一班

喜欢偶尔的天真

和那些无理头的笑话

喜欢那些笑容

和那些回忆

喜欢那些奋斗的精神

和要求最好的我们

喜欢我们这一班

的每一个角落

会怀念

但更会记得

一切的一切

突然，感觉有点不像毕业

peo are taking manymany pics cos its the last day of sch

toolazy to upload but thanks evon for sending those pics(:

music-ed.i'm realli freaking out.rahhs

when i play tad song alone,i think about our kisses

when i walk back home,i rmb those hugges.

when i take the train, i see you everywhr

sometimes.i feel like abcdefg cos i cant get u out of my mind

sometimes.how i wish u're here

to tell me everything will be fine

sometimes.i dun believe in forever.

lalaaa.i'm finally blogging.
i'm so busyyy mugging these day

kor kor is mad these
he keep saying bout some weird theorem like bryanleftlegrule.
haha.and he dont want to let me slp!

music lessons are always soooo fun(:(: recordings are done.thanks manymany to charlene. went lavender to collect passport.but nd to wait 2hrs! like sooo long.so asked mum to extend collection day then maybe go during study break. night study later. yupps.full time mugging is my new job

weekends are meant for MUGGING
and kor is off to hk while poor me is stuck at home studying
and he needs to buy me loads of pressies.muahahas (:

fininished all assignment,tys and blah except for zh el prelims which are sooo diff
mrs ng said thr sch counts the no of distinction in el
tads y he always say me el sooo bad
see his sch standard lurh!

andy i'm done with denise pressie.
i hope she likes it.we're meeting up tml(:

tads all cos i realli got to cont muggng if i want to score weel for Os
its only 1plus more week to prac
and i'm damn nervous for music practical
i realli dun want to freak out lurh.
pray.pray.pray!

bye for now.wun be blogging much
going night study tml and also collect my passport(:

i often ask myself if i still really like him
or is it tad i just cant let go
even after so long
but i realli miss him manymany
even in my dreams,i see u boy.

tired tired tired!!

yst.
had mission.its quite fun lah.
got to laugh quite a bit.
and dc daddy is muscleman.muahaha
so i'm muscledaughter(:
then during the break went to the swing there(:
yeah.i feel like i got a deprived childhood
had lots of fun at the swing there with jp,evon,rac,xh,sher,2kors,and seb
than blahblah and cont mission again
drew many things on the paper
its cute but too bad i no time to scan
some other time.and kor invented bangla paper airline for music boy
i told him i want him to open a cruise liner for me(:
after tad went cp to eat with crossbred
and then music
this trainer is better.i think
at least his jokes are not cold
and had fun playing around when he's talking
so khenghong is now the fan!
muahaha.stay around until 6
went back to do more maths

today.
sppsed to take a short video bout the class
actually loaned to us the videocam for 15min
but in the end we used for like 1hr -.-
we still got loads of fun though its quite messy and disorganised and blah
but still..its quite ok i guess
and the photos they sent me make me feel like NOT graduating
lunched and went home sleep before tuition
and i nearly overslpt again.
kor's persistant sms-es and phone call make me wake up in time(:
went tuition and later kor send me back
muahaha.like sooo funny all the way can
told him bout music boy stuffs (:
and he bought me sotong.lala
YOU ARE CONG'S BESTEST KOR OK! (:

i'm done blogging.
i shall do my work and mug somemore.
i doubt i'll sleep today :/

crepe!the custard inside is sooo nice and thick (: LOVES

the baked rice WITHOUT cheese(: i love this pic.the orange matches my shirt colour X)

going for aft/might study later

cos i'm sooo starting to worry.the countdowns are just too scary for me

and maths and more maths.noooo

hit town in the aft
splurge on manymany goodfood (:(:
had loads of fun with my crossbred
and yadayada.i'm studying till late
no pics yet cos she haven send me
and my house thr got dunno wad celebration
they are like blasting music and the peo talk so loud lurh
how to study?!?
and they disturb my aft nap.rahhs
managed to play piano at least 1hr X)

i want to ask u soooo badly
who's the gurl

PICTURES (:(:

denise and jay.lols.the secret poster thanks to KOR(:

my precious bearbear! and doreamon!the table is sooo messy.but we managed to get work done kk mickey and minnie cupboard handle X)

tads me and my boyfriend lurh

she fascinated by this row of things.hahas(:

and i climbed the chair to take this pic (:

prawn crackers freshly fried (: told her we'll get fat by staying at my place.hahas

its so rare tad my blog has pics.

and my l1r5 is 13.arghhh.kill me lurh.

its so bad!

i want to scream/shout/whine/cry wadever

but i cant cos i got to cont mugging if i want to get less than 10 for the big Os

i'm doing em and ss and piano-ing today.

doing cakewalk after sch

the prog went haywireand shutdown w/o me saving my stuff

i got the redo kk.pissed off by tad but its ok.

cos i managed to finish it before 6

and went cp with crossbred cos she's going op to see stuffs

kfc-ed for lunched.

i finally ate banditto after dreaming of it since so long.lols

i'm metting cross-bred this sat

i wanna have fun for the last time before i officially seriously start mugging for SCIENCE!

and i sooo love my piano.

imagine playing the piano the whole day.hmm.

u're almost late

the train dun wait for peo lurh can

i miss __

and kor is soooo not helping.

dangs. got back most of prelims results
and my l1r5 is like 13.
its soooooo sky high.
i know peo will be like 13 high meh
but i think its far way from my expectation
i aim for 8pt for Os lurh
tell me my el get 3.or not i thnk it'll be worse
starting to mug muG mUG MUG!
almost finish 1 year of math past year paper
Os paper is not so hard la can?!?but prelims are killer
rahhs.i my hist essay get 18/25.
lowest record can?NOOOOO!this is sooo wrong
congrats EVON for topping uh.the cohort?at least the class then!

i'm sooo muging hard so tad i can spend my movie voucher this weekend with crossbred
the bakedrice is a promise(:

hollywood boy plans to go vj.hahaas
i also want la can.
i'm sooo practising haydn.byes

my prelims resullts are abcdefg!
i cant believe tad phy is my best sci results
though i keep saying how much i hated phy
and maths.though its onlya2.i kinda improved but i'm still praying hard for my amaths
i think the only sub i got confidence in is my humanities
and rahhs.i'm so DEAD for prelims
no more less than 10pt.
NOOOOOO!

met denise after school
went ntuc to buy chips and then went my house to study
we did amtahs kkaes.
and theres laughters and manymany smiles(:
had fun taking lots of pics
haha.we'll get fat studying in my house.thr's too much food X)
bathe.went popular to shop around and then tuitioned
had so much fun.
DENISE!
sent me the pic soon

to the bestest kor.
THANKYOU for giving me tad movie for no reason
i really dunno why but I'M SO GOING TO WATCH IT SOOOON!
and i'm not wrong when i said u are the bestest kor
and i'm the worst-est mei
ok.WOOOOTS(:

to my JP XIAOMEI
dun be sad or demoralize for ur maths.
practise more and i know u'll score well for Os

to daddy.
happy bday.
love mummy more

tads all.
L

ok.so i pretty much flunk my bio
and ss.arghh.someone is higher then us
ok.my daddy is smart so he deserve it rite? (read tis mummy!)
but still.they made me ran up to class to get the qns paper
our class guys realli 没有风度!and i dun like it
anyw.ss get 40! *claps.
so means tad my hist get 35jiu a1 le(:(:
i hope i can make it

had music prac.
i messed up everything again cos:
the piano left pedal dun make any great diff
the room is damn cold
and there are so many pairs of eyes looking
and they freak me out.ohnooooo
my flunking my fav sub.!arghh

my promise before the Os :
1.piano everyday.at least 1hrs no matter how tired i am so i can polish haydn in time
2.mug/read at least 1 chap of anything everyday
3.no more going out except for those exceptions
u can slap me or wadever if i break my promises
i realli despo to do better in Os cos my prelims cannot make it
tml will be another not good day cos its PHY AND CHEM AND EMATH
kill me people.!

my hands are tired after playing 1plus hour of piano
and i'm practising somemore later
i love my piano X)

rotted for the weekends
other than being attached to the piano.i'm attached to my storybook
which makes my life kinda boring
cos everyone is out there having fun
and i still got one last paper tml
but they are missing out a lot for not learning music.

had a nice dream after the exam-dreams i'm getting lately
yes.i dreamt of music boy(:(:
this time.he din have a 3million worth kind of gf
this time.i din break any promise
this time.i dun need to let him go
this time.we're tgt (at least in the dream)
i cant promise if i'll keep holding on to you
if i'll still miss you tad much,so much so that u'll appear in my dreams
but i'm sure for the time being
u're almost my everything
i just realised tad i'll think of u when i'm stuck at some maths qns i cant solve
i just realised tad i think of u during phy prac when there is still time
i just realised tad all the songs i've written is about us
i just realised how much i dread walking to the mrt station w/o seeing u
i just realised how much i'll miss u if we wun see each other again
i dun want to be in your memory.
cos i want to be the one holding ur hand
walking with u
this is random.but will u even rmb 270904?

prac exam tml.i'm so practising again
haydn.i dunno to love u or to hate u

i'm dead cos i for usre flunk my subjects
i dun understand why people think i dun need to study jiu can get good marks
i'm not some genius or walking textbook can
i studied for the grades i got.
ok,tis is so random
but i just dun like it when peo say until like i can dun study for exams

music was not totally a killer but its somewad diff
cos i basically din study enough
and the essay.gosh.i vomitted all tad i've studied
mrstay is sure going to have a hard time marking my essay
i wrote far too much.dunno out of pt or not

i'm hopping tad the results i get on mon is still quite ok so at least i can do
piano prac w/o feeling demoralized.i'm so crossing my fingers

went out to eat with crossbred just now
she's nice cos she buys famousamos for her bro.
i think i should but a winnie for my bro too.

and yes.i'm so attached to my piano for the week (:
i think music exam is the noisiest exam
i clapped and smiled like mad when i saw the essay qns
i'm betting on tad qns(:(:
and still can talk in the exam

__ sounds like himm a lot
and i saw tad guy tad looks like his mirrorimage just now
its scary
i hope i dun have any more nightmares on sci again.
i'm sleeping cos i'm sooooo exhausted

i sure have no sense of urgency
its bio tml and i'm still online.
haiis.i generally flunked prelims
yes i studied but not enough
and the papers are tough enough to kill me

ok.here goes.
humans are genrally ok.but i lose 6m on hist cos i use wrong source
pray hard tad everything else is fine.perfectly ok so i dun lose anymore marks
el is gonecase cos paper2 is damn diff
and i dunno how's my paper1
am p1 is still ok.though i dunno how to do relative velocity qns
and acc qns are also prob gone
em is a killer.i dunno how to do the graph thingy
and i think p2 wun be tad easy
phy is DEAD.ok.i'm mentally prepared
chem is also DEAD.cos the papers are definately tougher than the tys suffs
and not enough time!!!
bio.i'll pray hard tad i know to do do.dun make carelessmistakes
and rmb wad i studied today

having nightmares bout exams lately
and it totally freak me out

off to mug somemore
to think tad i can still sleep2hrs and play piano 45min
great.i'm throwing away my time

i'm planning surprises for loads of peo. X)
i think the hpuse is shaking.is it some earthquake thing.OHNOOOO!

took this from evon's blog.i totally love it(:

flunked EM paper1 and PHY

confirm gone-case lah

esp phy.pray hard tad my prac is ok.let me pass phy pls

i spend uberloads of time revising phy

arghhh.save me

i'm only confident in humans

and i'm betting my time for war in pacific

PLEASE let tad chap be an essay

i promise i'll do well

cross my fingers

submitted my scored and stuffs

dc cant make up his mind on wad songs to choose :/

and hie ex-teacher or something dun want to acknowledge him

i was laughing at his sms-conversation

i'm soooooo already planing for POST-EXAM!

went mugging with joansie and coffeebean was having renovation so came back to cp in the end starbucks-ed from 11-5 almost finished 2 chp of hist(:
1 more chap and tads all i'm learning for hist
poansie was sooo HAPPY when she gets to eat takoyaki
laughlaugh.studystudy.chatchat
and the cycle repeats
and joansie
WE ARE SOOO GOING NYDC AFTER PRELIMS (:(:

mrt-ed back with her
i went tuition while she went back
and she's picky over the chilli sauce.
she goea something like 'must put chilli sauce hor.but not the veryred one.is the like ketchup one.' hahas(:
tuitioned.mummy is late again
had fun quarelling with my doudou(:
and ya.was kinda blur at tuition today
and please.i dun like __
i only like __tad happens to be music boy
so sad there's no doughnut for me.awww

mugging somemore.
phy.i'm so dead.
music again tml.please.i dun want to know anymore shuffling glory

and my blur bro mistook char-siew sauce for honey
and i mistook a person's name as soyasauce.
ignore me.i'm going mad from too much studying

i'm so over with SS
i woke up at 5 to study something tad i din even consider attempting
and it costed me 1.5hrs of slp
ohno!
but at least i managed to finish and do the qns
and chem prac
i totally freaked out at the titration calculation part
cos i have no single idea how to do
so i just guessed and it turn out ot be wad others are doing
i'm so relieved(:

ljs with van
she finally got the pineapplecheese somrthing
then went her house a while and go nv
daddy skipped the whole thing again!
stayed to 6plus to complete indo music
we are the few hi people left there
and siliang's drawings are so impressive
she can just pick up a pencil and start sketching something so nice
and multitasking at the same time
yups.world music are definetely easier than haydn

meeting up with poansie to study hist tml
coffeebean(:(:


and to my bdae girl
HAPPYBDAE. FIND ME WHEN SCHOOL REOPENS TO CLAIM UR PRESSIE (:

start of prelims.
thank god i din freak out when i see the bio qns
cos i obviously have no idea wad some qns are all about
and el compo was ok i guess

when workshop after tad
kinda glad tad they finish haydn
i'm realli starting to hear haydn's sym in my dreams
and its totally scary
but i shall breathe eat drink sleep study HAYDN
oh.at least until the Os
and i'm so throwing him aside after tad

stranded at the 119 busstop cos of the rain
waited for eunice,lucases and elanor to come
and after tad they shared umbrella
too bad lucases dun wan to share his umbrella with me
so he uh.walked w/o it
was feeling kinda guilty.maybe i'll buy a mars bar as compensation
and dc seriously keep finding my stuffs
today he found my big eraser which i thought i lost it
it turned out to be on the floor -.-
i seriously owe him the whole PLANET MARS.

homed.slpt.dinnered.mugged and mugging

a meow visited my hse in the morning.
and i sooo totally freaked out.my mum too
and she's cute cos when the meow tried to jump in thru the window,
the closed all the windows and doors
thus almost suffocating herself (i think)
ok.so wad does a meow visiting u early in the morning means???

din do much today
so tired i keep slping
ooops.
prelims starts tml
and i got workshops and more workshops
i gues peo tad say music is an easy sub is so absolutely WRONG
its easy cos its wad i realli like
but its not easy if u realli know the amount of time i spent practising and studying

bio prac.
i hope the qns dont freak me out
and el.
pls let me rmb the format and the vocabs
thankyou.

EXHAUSTED.
this must be the longest teacher's day i spent in sch
got some aces day thingy in the morning
and my shoes are ruined by the muddymuddy mud.
yuck
went to hall after tad.pm's national day rally
din realli pay attention
i was talking to xyz kor most of the time and hitting himm.ooops
they showed part of i-not-stupid-2 movie
some parts are hilarious.and some cried.
i managed to finish the teacher's day tee
and mrs ng said its nice(:
then went comlab to prepare music course work until 1
lunched at hougangplaza
then mrstay drove us to nv
her car got dora the explorer and bluec clues dvd
haha.she said she watched with her daughter for xxx times
she even knows all the character.wahaha
then lessoned until 4plus
i was sleeping most of the time
damn tired there
then after tad we took bus back to sch
me,van,eunice and lucases
reached at 5 plus
and we cant find a staircase tad is not locked
so went round and round
before going to comlab by spiralstairs -.-
started coursework at 525
and ended/cleared the room at bout 6 plus
its soooo freaking late and we are the few miserable souls left in sch
imagine:
4 peo strolling inside HIHS at 5pm
talking and laughing and walking slowly like nobody's business
and we left the sch at 6plus
how great
mrs tay said something like 'where is my car?'
and i replied 'u will drive and ask where is my house.'
lols
its a superrr duperrr loooonnggggg day for me

gt the class tee
its nice in my opinion and i sooo love it
tads all. music workshop again tml
i think i'm gonna be drowned by all these music workshops
haydn and world music
i wonder how i'm going to mug during the hol
the hols dont realli much feel like hols
its like the usual school days
with the usual i-cannot-breathe and lectures-are-so-boring stuffs

i went to the placed we __
and thought how nice it will be
if u are still by my side

met crossbred to study in the morning
a failed attempt to revise and do essay on haydn
a half-way thru amaths paper
and bio
then went schoool for music
managed to do beginnin,interlude and ending
but the interlude sounds weird
ok.i got to burn mightnite oil to work on tad
and harmony.oh no!
tads a lot

mars bar for daddy and lucases.
dc is the not-so-all-mighty daddy
and lucases composition is humourous.before or after he changed.

homed at 6plus to do the teachers day shirt.
i seriously only like the heart shape
its like the nicest (apart form the sunglasses and the sun(: )

slpt duper early last night
and i got 4 unread sms
sooo sorry denise for not going sch with u
i din read ur sms cos i'm still slping -.-
woke up at 7 cos of the phonecall.lols

" is it a crime to love someone so much tad you cant stand the hought of them changing?
is it a crime to love someone so much tad you cant see clearly?"

TIRED!
sometimes.i feel tad i'm just so mentally drained.
i can slp and slp and still feel exhausted.
just someone cheerme up lurh please.

music lesson today
was touchingup our stuffs
and had loads of fun
its the only lesson i realli realli enjoyed
i know i can laugh all i want
but they are duper nice people
dingchao is funny.
he found my penpen eraser(:
i seriously i lost it.dangs.tad means so much to me!
blossom and bosom.
wahaha.and mrs tay is brutally direct
and she thought i called her mrs latte.hahas

was realli sleepy is class cos of my kor tad made me pei him until so late
and yeah.when u all going eat lunch with belated bday boy??

tml's my date with crossbred
and i need to go back to sch to finish my music stuff
NO!there goes my holiday
but i'm mugging with crossbred in the morning first.
yupp.HAYDN.
*shakes head and faint

i hope time heals everything
but true love, as always
will never die.

too lazy to post stuffs here
half-way thru the teachersday tee
we're finishing tml
studied with van after sch
we got early dismissal because of __
and i freaking forget to bring back haydn.ohgreat

even if i'm not happy deep down
i've learnt to smile and act like nth's wrong
so tad the peo around me wun be worried

time to study.so i wun think too much
pei-ing kor later as promised.

我从不后悔

had mass today and i cried again.
dangs.i know he probably wun want to see so many peo crying
but i cant help it.
the last journey
i guess..

lessoned.but i was mostly staring into space
though i tried so much to conc
after sch went to study with van at cp
managed to get some work done
and cross-bred.
thanks for studying with me
and pei-ing me crazy around

tuitioned
dou was emo cos of __
so i made her happy
think they must be thinking tad i'm mad
but its just tad i cant make the peo around me worried again
and i've cried too much these few days
and dou.
u still got sardine no matter wad.so cheer up hurh

his msn nick is making my thoughts run again.

was talking to kor on the phone yst night
and ya.i broke down again
its like when suddenly
everything goes wrong
everything is not right,just not right
and it hurts to see the people around me,people i love,broken
it hurts to see people i love cry
i guess wad kor said is right
i dun want anyone to cry for me.no matter wad

we talked alot bout lots of stuff
i asked him will he regret if anything happen-touchwood
i guess if its me.i'll still regret
too much things left undone
too much words left unspoken
too much love yet to be shared

thankyou people for the chocolates tad realli made my day

life is just so unfair!
why of all ppl.him?
i watched the news and felt like crying again

can someone kindly tell music boy to pleeease stop torturing merino and driving her mad!
dangs.
the confession time.

boy.
wad do u mean
when u say iloveubuti'mlettinggo.
pls tell me i'm thinking too much.

just when i thought my tagboard is rotting..
its now alive again.
yeah.the manymany tags (:

din have music clss today
was kinda glad cos i din prepare a thing
and yeah.north vista course on fri is changed to sat
NO!how can they eat up my saturdays.
*sobs
but its a gd thing i'll miss ss mock test(:
muahaha.

schooled as usual.
i guess my life is kinda boring.

when i close my eyes and randomly choose and alphabet
i get M (:

taken for DINGCHAO'S tagboard.read this DENISE!

16 Aug 07, 23:36

leo:thankyou daddy for ur penpen eraser(:

17 Aug 07, 17:33

dc to leo:lol. i would have given u 1 more thing, but it just wouldn't open. -.-

17 Aug 07, 19:53

leo:thanks for not opening.realli.and being at the right place at the right time.tad card really means alot to me(:

18 Aug 07, 00:19

dc to leo:lol. np (: i wasn't wearing any specs leh. lol.

18 Aug 07, 15:34

leo: hahas.the words are too BIG for u to miss(:

18 Aug 07, 22:55

dc to leonie: nono. i saw something red on the ground, thn i got curious. lol. curiosity kills the cat, but it saves leonie. hahaha

dc to leo: oh yes, leonie's a cat. (:

slpt for like 3hrs just now.its realli mugging time!

dead.many many hmwk left untouched.
i'm chiong-ing maths like mad
rahhs
piano-ed.my haydn is so abcdefg.
i seriously need more time to prac.!
was talking to kor yst.
i want another bar of darkchoco kkaes.u promise de hor!
and i keep telling him to find a gf.
muahaha.crapped the whole night while doing coordinates
went mavis alone cos mummy decides to study :/

oh boy!i miss u.

i told himm MICKEYMOUSE is my BOYFRIEND
i sent himm a random msg about __
now his personalmsg is imissher.
muahaha.i find this hilarious.
forgive me(:

pressies are still coming in today.manymany thnks and love again(:

THANKYOU: in no order of importance
1.DENISE for the time and effort u've put in doing the card.its real nice and sweet.and lots of ppl are saying how nice is the card(:
2.DINGCHAO for being at the right place at the right time.for finding the card and not opening it.and for the initial thought of buying me 16penpen eraser and a duper expensive soft toy thing.the thought really counts (:
3.JANICES for ur pencil holder.i like it cos it is cute and is sticking out the tongue.hahas(:
4.pple that wish me happybelated.(:(:

relesed quite early.like 2plus
rotted in sch cos we basically have only phy n chem
was late for cl.but he also din say anything :/
went cp with van,caiyi,georgina,amanda and huixian
huixian's art looks nice.i think the pink flower is nice.
but think she's gonna recolor.

wanted to slp at first.then i opened the window and saw CRITICAL ANGLE.
muahaha.so 巧lah
sms-ed and met up
yupps.like more than half hour.
so BP listened to classical music.
ok.maybe just tad chopin song but it realli shocked me
din expect that BP will listen classical
and track 80 is 不能说的秘密
then __.how ironic! (:
sent me home.the lift keep making tad irritating noise when it waits too long
homed and finally slpt.
mugging hard later(:
realli din expect to meetup.
i keep telling mummy happy 拍拖-ing with daddy
and she said __
i said i'm not meeting up but we still meet up in the end.
DUPER(:

i shld be contented right.
but ur hugs and kisses never seem enough.

HAD SUCH A WONDERFUL 16TH BDAE TODAY(:(:

manymany smiles and loves.

THANKYOU: (in no order of importance)
1.JOANxiaomei for waking up at 230 to study and make dumplings for me
2.XH,MUMMY,DADDY for the figurine thing and swiss roll.
3.the MUSIC peo-CROSSBRED.KHENGHONG.EUNICES.CHARLENE.DC DADDY.for the beautiful crystal thing and the photoframe.
4.DENISEmeii. for ur lovely hart-shaped cake.it realli doesnt matter if u lost the card.smile and dun cry kkaes?u can write many more loveleeters for me nxt time.cheers
5.BRYAN KOR for ur dark choco.can i have another bar? ohya.and for walking to and fro woth me while waiting for the train
6.XYZ,BRYANKOR AND XH for eating pizzahut with me.crapping and laughing so much at cold jokes.ty for all the manysmiles(:
7.ALWIN.for ur flowers and the 20mins wait i think.duper PAISEH.hope u get to read this.oh.and ur email(: thanks
8.JANICES.for ur hugs and wishes(:
9.DC DADDY for urpen-pen eraser.i know u wanted to get me 16 penpen eraser at first.i'm so 感动!
10.ALL THE OTHER TAD WISH ME HAPPY BDAE.manymany loves to u guys too.

I LOVE U ALL MANY KKAES.THANKYOU(:

16cars in the morning for me(: car no 6 is mine!

el oral today
wasnt really worried.i din get butterflies in my stomach and i din blackout(:
great!
was the last two.waited kinda realli long
talked talked and laughed laughed
and yupps.was coughing realli badly
mrchao even offered me packet of tissue.lols
evon says she dun mind me talking unless i want to get pass or merit for oral
i tried to tell caiyi not to talk to me
in the end i gave up after 2min and start talking to both of them.
the pic was about this flooding scene.the bus cant work so the guys got to help push it
the conv is wad do u think of the weather in spore
then another one is bout env conservation
yupps.evon keep telling me she nd e toilet before the oral.
and she talked a lot(according to her) and she's the last one to go
she pei-ed me to compass popular.
yupps.got phy fys
then she went buy donut(:
the action city toy-monkey is cute
i hope the oral turns out well and help me score a1(:

going pizza with kor and jie tml(:(:
got a pleasant surprise.i told him(not __)tad i want pressie.
was just joking to him
and i din expect him to give me one.
meeting to get tad.i hope its handmade
handmade gifts are duper sweet.it adds the 诚意(:
ok.tml is my BIG day.so make me as happy as possible

a bad day today
firstly.i forgot to wake up.
until my um called.
and my first thought was todya got sch meh?
when she said yes,then i was like SHOOTS.i'm late!
then rushed.w/o breakfast
took cab.and the driver dunno where is HIHS
he took the wrong u-turn
and i'm totally lost
reach sch at 745.like 20min late
lucky today is temp-taking day
so dun nd run.
PHEW! *偷笑

class-ed.i'm coughing most of the time
its damn bad
dun really do much revision during cl.was talking most of the time. ):
stayed back after sch to do em test
xh did pyth gor a 4m qns.lols
lucky i tell her.or not her 4m gone.hahas

went mavis.i din bring her notes.
so shared.and time crawled
the aircon is damn cold
and i din noe they changed the venue today
i climbed to the 4th floor then read the notice
lols.then walked down to 2nd floor.waste energy :/

din meet__ cos he got something on i thnk
SAD lah.rahhs
nvm.its suppossed to be wed anyw
i nd to meet __. *WHINES

mars bar pls.i noe someone owe me tad

2 more days(:
be the first to wish me.

MY BRO IS WHINING.AND I CANT STAND IT(:

random.
my dad eats happy meals(:

HAHA.i'm so happy today
cos.my cl get a1.dun nd retake(:(:
i can finally conc more on my sci.
then coursework was postponed
and i had duper loads of fun and laughter in music lesson
its listening and yeah.as usual.we are crapping
they keep saying is nocturne when its ragtime
its damn giveaway can?
and they keep saying sa-ra-ban-deee
when its sa-ra-ban or something
and mrs tay want tot knock daddy's head many times
dissonance sounds terrible to me :/
and poor van din come for music
she miss not so alot.but loads of fun.
poor crossbred):

joansie says se's bringing dumpling or something for my bdae
cos i say i wan something handmade.
hahas.and the pizza trip is confirmed(:

lots of reason to smile.
parents are back(:
and they bought me:pair of converse.simpsons shirt.2 shorts.more socks
and most importantly老婆饼
its damn nice la can.oh ya.eggtarts too(:
too bad no milktea.love hk's milktea manymany

did 1 chap of bio.i'm progressing at snail's pace
and the stupid cough.DANGS!
class photo today(:
i just reliased tad i'm so short
did monkey faces for informal shots.haha

meeting himm tml?
i hope so(:

phy-ed.the cher cant do a qns and she keep saying i dunno
laughs.

found something in my room
ok,i'm sppossed to find a notebook for me to write notes
and ta-da.i found my old journal
and inside got __'s sms ages ago
so i was reading but its kinda sad cos i stopped writing after like 1 month
but gosh! i found his past sms-es
and i was laughing like some dumb retarded kid
(:(:
maybe i should show __ next time.haha

meeting denise later
i think i have better sense of direction than her(:

5 more days to my bdae(:(:

productive day.
cos i started bio.i noe its kinda late
but i'm starting kkaes
and i'll prepared for prelims(:
duper!

meeting denise to study tml
think we weill be retarded-ing most of the time
haha.how fun(:

haydn.the semiquavers run faster than u think
dang.i'm sooo dead

did chem.piano-ed and sleep
seriously.i have a boring life
doing humans later i hope
and my hse is running low on food supply
i hate not having food for me to mess up the kitchen
parents will be back in uh.3days
boos.i hope they buy loads of nice stuff for me(:
didnt manage to go tuition today
i was slping
sooo sorry

i miss even wks wed.
--"i love you,"she murmured."i love you so much, i'm stupid about it"--
guess tads wad i'm feeling :/

i'm reallli tired.
did chem the whole day.
now half watching ndp

i need to do work
more work so tad iwun think of you.
at least not so much.
cos its really driving me nuts.

national day celebration today(:
sec4 watched the parade live.while the rest 'live'
quite nice.we were so 紧张for tad girl cos she din manage to put the flag into the pocket thing
and i think its super heavy.
after tad went hall to watch concert
co is the 1st to perform again
the first song starting is nice.then gradually gets softer and i cant realli hear :/
the sound system is duper bad la
but the second song was GREAT
we was soooo high at the back
and mrlee conducted :D
oohlala.
then bla.the video was boring
was teaching the guys how to fold hearts using the itenarary.lols
the last part when the choir was suppsed to sing.we went high again
so stand up with the rest and ya.screamed and shouted
test was cancelled.so went dismissed early
and sussie refused to open the gate for us when we are already officially dismissed.
like keep us back for a few miserable minutes will make u happy meh?rahhs
then went to eat mac with van
we're lucky to be standing in front so at least still can find place at mac
its sooo overcrowded with HI peo.
went home after tad
MY-CROSSBRED.read tis van
its so retarded about your MY-GRASS thing
lols.and i still think its not YOUR-GRASS
haha(:

sleep thru the aft.cos i was chionging bio and in the end it was cancelled
though it was gd cos i also din finish studying anyw
but still.i slpt at 1plus just to study bio
if i noe i would how chiong my haydn instead. :/

mugging later.and i got this nice bk to pei me(:

i'm nt sppsed to.but i miss u

today
denise called in the morning so went to meet her before going sch
and she din get a chance to see his front view.
muahaha.lols

someone bought us icecreams
sooo happy.say we are easily satisfied
but i think is we realli love icecream(:
then after sch went to celebrate mrs wong's bdae
the cake and everything
i got half a slice(:
wayne is supposed to sing the 'you are my sunshine' song
but in the end he din sing.the class was duper funny :D

got some guy that came and talked to us bout psychology.
but i was talking to kor most of the time

off to study bio.there is test tml.
and its the whole tb.and i'm only like halfway done
dead.i think i seriously lack of sense of urgency
but after tml will be 'hols'
and i already planned to play piano at least 2hr everyday
better polish haydn before she come on sat
and there is tuition tml):

i think he's having tuition.
its weird going msn and he's not there
kor asked me wad i want for bdae
he said its gd if i want BP cos he will save money.lols
and i'm sooo not biased.haha

boy.i miss you __

my com is damn lag

the usual sch day
monday bluesss.
they (as in majority) is planning for someone's bdae surprise.lols
had usual lessons and tests.
i feeeel sooo guilty for studying ss during mschia's lesson
and its soo obvious.but she din say anythng
i think she knows.
mayb she's just too lazy to scold me.
the p&c test.too much time
i was like rotting cos i finish quite early
and van still says tad 20mins is not enough before the tests starts

after schwhen hm to eat then to van's hse
prac a while piano
her piano's pedal are too near apart.i eel weird cos its so not like my hse piano
so i din use left pedal while playing chpin
and the whole song is super loud.
like not sad at all.rahhs
her dunno wad book is cming out soon and she's so excited

went to buy bibbletes and went back to sch
i think sussie will kill me if she knows how many bubbleteas have's sneak in over
the months
hahas.then music
i kinda like composing le
its so fun and i finally found wad i want
the feel.though its not the same instr i first thought of using
but its still niceee(:
i'm duper happy.
we are left with 90 more mins.time ar PRECIOUS(:
lucases was singing something funny tad make the whole class laugh
poor crossbred.

and we are the first to leave the music class.as usual
mrt-ed back and yeah.here i'm blogging bout my not-so boring day
i need to stay back tml for the damn maths thing again.just because of tad one miserable qns
arghh!

在我的脑里 心里 梦里
全都是你

i'm getting weird dreams these days. its scary cos its always about other peo and i hope it wun come true i wan nice sweet dreams tad can make me smile X) my room is sooo messy cos my mum is not hre ): and i totally love babypotatoes they are niceee(: i'm looking forward to the one-two hr piano prac later. bye.

fear of love.it's an epidemic worse than flu!
i guess i'm one of those .

loads of stuffs happen.
and ya the fever is back. ):

i'm glad today is sat.
cos i can rest more(well i hope so)
but it also means tad O'sare getting nearer and nearer
which kinda freak me out.
no more late night ): cos i wun pay att in class.

had mass run yst.
walk/jog with evon and xh for 1 round
then evon stopped cos she's not realli well
cont with xh another round
i barely made it.i hatehaving fever/flu/cough bugs.
rahhs

the whole lesson was only chem
the rest of the day the class was like rotting away
quarrelled bout the classtee
did some work and talked.
sometimes my class can be duper noisy :/

went for music lesson
its seriously the funnest lesson(:
got hands on which are duper fun
atill got dancing one.
think daddy is funny yst.he heard wrongly and the whole class laugh
yupps.malay music is not that bad i guess
lucases din come.and i ate 2bites of mars bar
i like the powerpuff girl tune tad only me and charlene played.lols
went dinner with van at hm.then bought ome stuffs and went home
its quite late and i'm feeling tired so i din manage to do any work ):
i love my cross bred cos we have so much fun laughing and crapping
but merino is smarter hurh.at least for yst(:
i hate it when i miss himm
it makes me feel sooo dependent on himm
and i dun like it

meeting denise soon to pass her jacket to her
dun think can go co. ):

before i forget,a post dedicated to my oh-so-bestest cross bred
we were walking back after bio test and we saw this cococrunch duo bus
i was like 'i was COCOCRUNCH DUO' and cross bred goes'then go chase after the bus'
like lols.
but merino is smart enough to reliaze tad chassing the bus wun get her cococrunch duo
hahas.but u are nice cos u pei me dinner yst.
and the lists of things u did(:(:

did bio prac today.
prawns.eww
did prac with doudou.then she hold the prawn for me
there are bees in sch and mummy cant see.muahaha
i think she blinder than mrs ganesan.ooops

tests.still can do
but think will flunk bio cos my brain totally shut down
and i cant get the facts rite.rahhs

boy.i totally miss your kisses.

yesterday:
denise called in the morning cos she's taking mrt.
so i rushed and reach mrtstation w/o seeing her
ok.in the end she saw critical angle.lols
she say he's quite good looking.uh.i dunno :/
the schooled.i'm feeling sleepy most of the time
din conc much
went home then go music again
lucases must be the candy supplier
he got sooo much choco.
i soooo want to eat.but my throat hurts so i decided to eat 1/8 a kitkat
did haydn
guess he's kinda talented in the stringquartet
though i still dun realli like his piano sonata(ooops)
then walked to hm with my cross-bred.hahas
she's sooo nice to pei me eat
talked and laughed a lot.i guess peo will think we're mad
after dinner went to meet himm.
hahas.this time i was late.
then ___
met for 30plus min nia.but its enough.at least better then dun meet
felt kinda feverish
so din talk much.i was like half asleep most of the time
and yes.he's damn sweet
(:
and i finally know where he live.like finally

i totally forgor the password of the com
so for 1 hour i'm busy trying to remember
then ask crossbred for help
she saves my life
but i remember after all the blah
feel so dumb!

parents are off to china today
they're quite noisy.so i woke up at 2plus 3 plus
rahhs
hope they have fun.my parents are cute sometimes
i told van i want to ask my dad wad is the sweetest hting he'd done for my mum
hahas.
off to study bio.i'm so dead.

kiss goodbyes are the worse
they make me feel so 舍不得

whee(:
i'm duper happpy now
哪一个白痴感受不到呢?
hahas.

duper tired.tuitioning later
damn,i'm sleeeepy!

i just reliazed it matters sooo much to me
even if i dun admit
i think we know
its a kind of feeling
that never fails to make me smile

my dad is in spore
but he's going with my mum to china soon

denise.its not just about himm and the void and the stairs!

today.
joansie xiiao mei din come.i feel sooo bored w\o her
then something happened btwn _ and _
ya.so _ sit with me for the today.
and we keep crapping
my new name is sar-sar-dine to the power L(:
then ya.schooled and staued back for extra am test
went cp to eat yoshi with van.georgina n caiyi
so funny.me and van was debating bout some music stuff
then diverge until phy.pools and stuffs
its super funny
then went back to hm.bought a mars bar for kh
saw janices on the way
then music
the prac was terrible.she say i need to cinstantly prac
how i wish i got that much time
but ya.will cont to wake up at 430 to prac.hahas
leonie saves the day according to uh.forget le
cos i'm the 1st for prac and i totally flunk it

planned to meet himm after my music
i told himm 5.but we finished at 6.
): i seriously cant estimate time
then i went back home cos i thought he needs to go tuition
i sms and he missed that msg.
so din meet up.rahhs
then we alked on the phone a while instead.
and my batt went flat.rahhs
told himm something.
hope we meet up soon(:

gonna treat the usual for pizza on my bdae.(:

pics! duper loves loves(:

cam-whoring in the bus. its damn retarded.but duper fun(:

my fav pic of the day(:

SIMPSONS(:

a couple helped us take the pic.and we helped them too.

had loads of fun today with DENISE
ya.my retarded partner(:
more updates when pics are send to me
we are sooo high
think peo will think we are mad or some sort
yupps.
当我们retarded在一起! :D

i feel like sending someone something sooo random
impromptu.in the spur of moment
i wanna ask.wad does all tad mean
i wanna ask.how long is forever
i wanna ask.does true love exists.
i wanna ask.wad if there's no tml.will we regret
我深爱过你 就这样后悔失去

the speaker's story yesterday is sooo sweet
and i ask myself if i will wait for 7yrs if tad realli happens
hoping to meet up tml.hahas(:
music tad makes me smile(:

super tired
din buy phone cos it din come with a warranty
dumb
so need to wait for 2 more month
time flies.so its ok i guess

classes are quite okay
revision and more revision
tests and stuff
and i'm so not coping
i'm damn stress.just not showing

hoping to meet up with denise soon
and yeah.i want mlb disc! (:

i guess i'm looking forward to music lessons
and my bdae is sooo coming.
hahas.*hint (:

off to do some work and get my much-needed SLEEP

van,i dunno if you will read this
but i'm a smart merino(:
first of its-kind.haha(:(:

soooo happy(:
duper!

did sbq in the morning
my brain is still slping
so i think i wrote loads of rubbish
then got em mock exam
kinda easy.yupps.
then chiong-ed to mrtstation with joan
hahas.still late for tuition

prob will get a new hp
i'm sooo damn happy(:

its a kind of decision that u cant regret

闭上眼睛
我永远不后悔

the first session of composing course work.
changed poem.but it's uh.
easier.to me.cos when i read there's a melody
like whee.
so i keep telling van i want to elope to the moon
cos that song is the inspiration.(:
我们私奔到月球

i think my mum is in good mood today
she said i can buy new hp
like FINALLY
and.the one she's (hopefully) buying is the same model as himm
ok.tads not the pooint.
the point is.
pls buy me a new phone.
i love her soooo.(:
i promise the fate of my new hp wun be like my bro's
my bro's hp is haiis
soaked in the washing machine
cos he's in the hurry to chiong finish harrypotter
lols.there goes his hp
so pls.a new phone la.
but it's gonna cos like so much

let me see himm too
dang.i miss himm.

"i'd say that love becomes harmful when you keep telling urself
that you've put your loved one first...
but in reality, everything you do and you say is realli about you,
and your own fear of being left behind or lost" jodipicoult.
kinda like someone i know.hmm
dc daddy is sick
and wad does satin flower realli means?

hist test tml and i'm not done learning.gosh!

din go for the racial harmony thing
they asked me to bring music boy there.lols
but din go hurh.after music went straight home):
siliang drew somthing nice for me.hahas
so we are done with chinese and indian music
i hope i wun forget for the instr sounds like

going phy soon
my hmwks ares till untouched
how am i going to finish that pile of hmwk by today
*shakes head and faint

i think i will

tired.
these few days super busy
yesterday went nv.
before tad was raining heavily.
lucky mrtoh ask sussie lend us umbrella
he's sooo nice (:
then my grp is supposed to present first -.-
ws sleeping most of the time in the music class
too tired le.
i thought i was pipa
they agreed.
it turned out to be liuqing.lols
no mars bar. rahhs):

today's lesson was eqully boring
managed to chiong the monkey summary for her
or not sure kena lick out again

i'm smarter
at least i din run with you
sometimes
i dream of you again.
sometime
i daydream of you again
i miss the kisses.super dang
sardine eats music boy

denise told me something
seriously shocked me
made me laugh so hard during phy
i feel sooo mean
but ya.surprised!
i know you will still love me hurh!

my bro is making me laugh every time
i'll feel so high after talking to him.haha